prime forms

patterns-observed,identified,classified,simplified and then memorised
they made feel safe-knew what was going on,could be certain of what was going to happen
tried to erase them from memory but found can't live without them
without live afraid and mind goes into overdrive
though many thoughts in head can't think,can't decide
just wish to crouch down,cover ears,close eyes and pretend invisible
i moan rocking to and fro